Looking forward to December.

It has been a tiring and hectic week for me..
Work work and work still...
Working again tomoro morning...haiz...

One thing I am happy about is that:
My december trip is booked!!!
I am so excited about it..!!

Well...about my November trip...
I seriously dont know...
One moment bestie is so enthu about it..
One moment she dont feel like going...
Me and the rest was like so excited about it...
But then,
I lost the excitement already...
kind of disappointed already...
Malas!
Maybe i can use that day off to do something else with the girls...or if not..
I can sleep for 6 days..!!
Such a bummer!

Syurga Cinta.

I couldn't fall asleep...
Switch on my lappy and decided to watch youtube videos.
Then,came across this malay movie called ''Syurga Cinta.''
I fell in Love with the movie...
It touched my heart...
Especially this phrase-

''Kadang-kala Allah menyembunyikan matahari
Dan didatangkan petir dan kilat..
Kita tertanya-tanya dimanakah hilangnya matahari...
Rupa rupanye Allah memberi kita pelangi..''

And Jodoh terbahagi kepada tiga:
-Jodoh dari Syaitan
-Jodoh dari Jin
-Jodoh dari Allah...

Praying each day that I will meet the Jodoh dari Allah...
Amin~

Sick Head.

I'm on sick leave for two days.
Why?
Migraine attack.
Not complaining though coz' i get to rest during the weekend.
Spent my sick leave resting at home for the whole day.
Going to book my year-end vacation tomorrow first thing in the morning and then head off to Wani's place coz' she invited everybody to her house for Hari Raya.
Hopefully I can bump into Emily,Steph,Jeevi and the rest.
I sort of miss the Poly Days... :)
Bestie gonna be there too but probly she is coming with her Boyfie..
See u guys there tomorrow.Insya Allah....

Wherever.

Its already a week past Aidilfitri.
3 more weeks to go.
Relatives and Friends keeps flooding the house...
I'm getting very tired with all the housework..
My 3 off days was spent almost all the time in the kitchen preparing and cleaning... :(
I seriously need a break...

Hmm..talking about breaks,my tots just side-tracked to my planned vacations in November and December...
In November,will be going for a very short trip with my girls either to Bali,Krabi,Koh Samui or Bintan....
In December,will be going with my mommy colleague and her daughter to a destination which is considerably far and beautiful...still deciding on a few places...But i am surely looking forward to all my planned vacation.. :) getting bored with Singapore..ermm i meant the people here...haha!Need to have a change of environment for a bit.. ;)

Hari Raya 2009.

Although I wasn't loooking forward to celebrate Raya this year...Ultimately Raya is still Raya...I still had fun meeting all my relatives and seeking forgiveness from everybody...I feel ''renewed" hehe...Raya this year was a bit different on Dad's side coz we didnt get to visit our Nyai...Some people are just tooo selfish...how could you stop everyone from visiting Nyai just becoz u took care of her???? Selfish Uncle and Auntie I got here..! But whatever la...One day i will surely invade ur house and just walk in to see my nyai..I dont care if you dont allow coz ultimately we all have the right to visit Nyai,esp my Dad...he is the closest son to Nyai ok..I know how sad it is for Dad to not be able to visit Nyai on Pagi raya...But Nyai surely will know Dad...Well apart from Dad..Raya is fun...!!Although am not getting duit collections and have to contribute instead,I still feel the joyfulness.. :) Selamat Hari Raya and keep it going ya.. ;)

Hari Raya Eve.

I shall not say much.Let all these pictures do the talking. :)

Aftermath:





Before :

Hari Raya Wishes.

Let me wish everyone a Happy Holiday and all the Muslim....

Selamat Hari Raya,Maaf Zahir & Batin.

I have not completed all my tasks yet.

I have got shortage of time!

But i definitely love my Meni & Pedi...

and my new heels!!!

so hott!! ;)

Can't wait to walk on those hott heels!

lol.

Our Mane Affair.

woohoo..I love going to salon nowadays...
Two weeks back i went to the salon to snip off my hair...
Today i went to the same salon to rebond and color...
Wanna know why..??
Coz...Abang hairstylist dia is sungguh-kiuutt!
hahah!!And only 25 years old only...I loike...!! haha..but too bad lah..married already...haha
Its ok...at least when i do rebonding for 4 hours,I can feed my eyes with the sweet candy...;)
lol!!
Kuku and me spend the whole day doing our mane and then we watch THeProposal..
What a Hilarious way to end our day!! We loike!!!!

Forever Ramadhan.

Time ticks off so quickly..its already more than 10 days of ramadhan..
I dont want Ramadhan to end...
its so peaceful...


I dont know why this ramadhan feels a little bit better than previous...
maybe coz' i have no guys,crushes or bf to think about or be worried about...
I only tk care of myself and loving myself more and more everyday... :)


wondering what my soulmate is doing now and where on earth is he is right now...hmmm..lol!We shall meet someday if we are destined to ok..?

And oh yes...I cant wait to have a long day off...I wanna fixed up my new blinds and curtains...surely chantique!hehe!

Gonna have iftar session with bestie,wani and yani tomoro...planning for our short trip sometime in november..hmm..where shall we go eh???

New mane.

I snip off 3/4 of my mane!!!!!!
And i'm loving it...
I know many people likes my mane previously but i hate it coz its falling off like dried leaves...
And also that mane has so much memories/bad memories with it..
Goodbye mane!! ;)

And yesterday i had an iftar session with Sal.
Well,he claims that its been ages since we last met and that he misses me so much...aww.!!
We had our iftar at SOFRA.
Wonderful ambience and delicious food...
I have always like Middle-estern cuisine...and the people..ooops..chef dia kacak sekali!!!
And Sal loves my new mane...!
Of course...i look so much younger..and yesterday the first time in my life,a salesman says that "since you are a STUDENT,i will give you good price..." i was like what?? student??? I feel so young!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hhahahaha!!
So that was all about yesterday and my new mane...;)

Gonna have iftar session with bestie on monday... :)
Hmm..where shall we go??

Oh yes..i already did spring clean of my room and shopping at IKEA...!phew...2 mission accomplished.
I loike my new curtain...chantique!

Stressful period of my life..

I'm stressed out...
feel so low and humiliated...
Work so hard nobody sees it...
made one mistake,it became a big big thing...

The world is sometimes cruel....

But i have no one else to blame but myself...

Not a good way to start off my Ramadhan...

*tearful*

Hate.(I really don't like you).

I think i am so done with publishing post about Muhd Nur Firdaus.
And that he is now a stranger to me,I should end all posts about him.
It will save him from all worries anyway.
Anybody who will ask me about him will get curses from me straghtaway!
I don't easily turned mean/evil but he caused me to be like this.
Aside from that,I'm still ya'all sweet girl next door ;)

Anyways,I'm glad that Hari Raya Baju are all set.
I don't want to squeeze in and rub shoulders with the crowd at geylang during fasting month just to get the Baju Raya.
Now that Baju are all set,I'm left with few of other stuff to settle:
-Spring-clean and decorate my house and room.
-If oven is fixed,i may want to bake Hari Raya cookies
-Waving up my hair.
-Shop for Hari Raya's shoe and bag.
-Shop at IKEA for home accessories.

All that in about 1 month time?
*faints*
lol!

P.S. My favorit Month of Ramadhan is coming soon...one of the time i could sense strong serenity in me...I love it!

Back and Hurt.

Im back from KL trip with Bestie and her Mom.
It was a fun trip with lots of shopping and eating!
I enjoyed myself and manage to divert my tots away from that Someone.

Im so gonna remember you for life Muhd Nur Firdaus.
Don't blame me for hating you.
You ask for it.
It is true you are the best thing ever happened in my life before
but you have hurt me enough.
I'm sure you are very happy now to know that i am hating you so much.
Congrats! U won.

I'm away for a lil' while.

Going to KL with Bestie and her mommy.
Will be back soon.

And yes I am ok.
He can make himself vanish into the thin air.
I don't care or I shouldnt be caring about him anymore.
He is gettin' married for goodness sake...
He needs to stay away from irritating stalker/bugger like me..Duh~

Niways,
I am tired to pack la...
Anyone willing to pack for me..?? lol.

Thanks to you!

If you don't want to have me in your list of friends,why did you accept my request in the first place??????
Why are you so fickle?
Fine!! If you think i dont deserve to be your friend,then why the hell did you ask me to add you in MSN that time?????
Even though you have make my life so so miserable ever since,I never have had hatred for you,but as time goes by,your actions is somewhat testing my patience..
It is as if you are testing how far is my Love for you!
\Ok fine!! Let me confess to you that Yes!!!I still Love you as much as I always do!!
But if hatred is what you want,i CAN.
Even tho' i still Love you,I dont expect you to come back to me!I know where i stand!
You dont have to run away from me,I know where to take my leave!!

I am so pissed off and disappointed that I have to cry so much for you again !
I hate you.
You really know how to make my life so "blissful''....
Thanks.

He prove me right.

Like i said.
It is just too early.
He proves me right.
He is categorised under the typical group of guys i despise.
Thank god it is still early and I havent fall for him.
I feel like a burden off my shoulder after i decided to stop contacting him anymore.
*Relieved*

Syukur Alhamdulilah.

My 23rd.

Thanks to all my lovelies for making it an enjoyable Birthday memories for me.
Loads of msgs,phonecalls wishing me Happy Birthday...thanks people...though i am expecting it from someone but its okay if he doesnt wish me....i understand.

Anyways my days are fun filled joy and laughter.
Had a relaxing LESBO session with Bestie doing body polish&Scrub plus Bubble bath and then
Went for dinner and party with my ladies in the evening.The very next day went to JB for Karaoke and Seafood and Movie with colleagues and someone new whom i didnt expect to meet at this point of my life...he is such a gentleman but too early to say.We shall see.He is nothing near perfect... imperfections does occur but if he is sincere,its just perfect.I am not near perfection either..but he is the first guy that is volunteering himself to meet up with my Kuku aka Kak Midah and my colleagues.He scored a point for that :)


I can't wait to start my Annual leave.Going JB with bestie and her mom.Going JB again with colleagues.

Officially 23 years old ;)
A year older is a year wiser.

Alone at work.

Met up with my Beloved cuzzies recently.
Had an enjoyable night in JB.
Looking forward to another meet up soon.

Apart from that,


I'm clueless now...
At work now,sleepy,alone in the ward and feeling so so cold..brrr..

Lonely....i am so lonely..i have nobody to call my own.....tsk tsk..
Oh pls turn the clock to 730am pls..i want to go home and sleep!! I'm working again the next morning..damn!

Nothing Else.

Nothing else but working.
I am very tired and my back hurts.
Infact,my whole body is aching.
Do nurses have to be suffering like this..?
Sigh~

Its starting to get even busy-er for me.
Lots of stuffs coming up.
Birthday,Ramadhan and Syawal too.
I don't usually celebrate my Bday but since my colleague have wanted to celebrate it,why not rite.
My girls are planning to party too.But i guess we could party on the 23rd instead? Coz' i will be in JB for the whole day with my colleagues.
Turning 23 is no joke.
Well,I got so many things still needs to be achieved.
And a new boyfren is not one of it. *smile with tongue out*
May god give me the strength,courage,health,wisdom and prosperity to me always.
Hoping for a better year ahead.:)

My one wish for the past 2 years have been the same.It will always be.
Wishing and hoping is the only thing left for it.

Other wishes:
that beautiful body
that beautiful long wavy hair
that beautiful skin


:)

Happy Birthday Sexywani.

My 2nd off day was spent on Wani's Bday.
She turned 22 this year.
Happy 22nd Bday to you babe..
May all your wishes come true and may prosperity,health and happiness be with you always. :)
Hope you like that beautiful Agnes B. HP chain we bought exclusively for you. ;)
And do enjoy that no.1 bestseller cake too.yummy right.? hehe.
The seafood at Newton was good,Karaoke at Cuppage was fun and crazy.
Tho' i was all alone vs the 2 couple wic comprises of Wani&Nas and Yani&James,I'm happy you did enjoy your day.
It is just sad that Bestie Ifa can't join us coz of her tummy ache. :(
Bestie,I was alone ok...hur hur hur...!
I became the third party to both Wani&Nas til 230am ok!
Somehow when i look at the sweet couple,it brings back those memories when i was with Someone coz' at the point when Wani&Nas got hooked up(about 3 years back),I was with Someone and was oh-so-happy.I still remembered we had a couple outing at Swensens and the only couple that wasn't complete was Wani's.She came alone and was sad and depress coz' Nas couldn't make it.Out of all the 5 couple only Wani& Nas lasted til this very day..aww..so sweet!
I think i need a boyfren soon...hahaha!
Oh well...i meant a proper one of coz..not those who comes and go,hurts and breaks...*roll eyes*
But i'm not finding tho'....I want to bump onto him.hahaha!
I'm super sleepy now.Its like 0347hrs ok.
Nite Nite.