Total Disappointment.

Do you think i deserve this kind of treatment from you? I may be too obliging and empathetic towards people I love,but that doesn't mean that you can make use of me!

I have been sacrificing so much for you and even to the the extend of having to put up with my own embarassment of having to approach someone to help me so that I could help you!There goes my pride.I have never ever did that and that was my first time doing it- just because I sincerely wanted to help you so much! I even told you I had to use my own expenditure for food!I am not a calculative person,trust me-you can ask the people around me-I just feel like it is getting way too far.You keep telling me about your problem whenever we have conversations.You keep telling me you are feeling so stressed up.You keep telling me that and telling me this..and almost all of it is relating to $$$.Tell me how am I not curious about how sincere you are befriending me..??? Sometimes I wonder if there is even Love for me in the first place!!

And when I question you about this,you just blow your top and accused me of saying you are a materialistic person when all i want is just to question your sincerity...!So much for sacrificing in the name of Love...this what i get out of it all...thanks.

I kinda see the reasons behind it all...

It hurts me deep down.You'll know how it feels when one fine day you know what is the feeling of sacrificing for someone you really Love.

P.S. Stop asking for my acct no.coz' I have helped you sincerely and I don't expect a return.I just need you to appreciate.Not by uttering words of appreciation but by feeling it with your heart.

I'm not gonna disturb you anymore coz' I know you won't even want to talk to me ever again.I'm speechless too.You tk good care of yourself for me.Don't let people hurt you or make use of you.I would Love to see a sincere smile on your face one fine day.I'll be happy for you.