Shoutout

Siti Irwani Azzuri!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I already got my Blackberry Bold..!!!!

*tapping my fingers on the table....* when is urs gonna be..??? hehehehe!!

Me-Day

I'm enjoying my read.
Jodi Picoult-my sister's keeper.



I think i'm going out for my retail therapy tomorrow since it is my off day.
hmm.........lots of things to get and lots of bills to settle. And I need a Me-day for myself.




P.S. I'm not feeling quite well actually..my body ache..i feel very warm... hope i'll be ok when i wake up tomorrow.

Edit.

I'm done editing my blog content.

Exhausted.

It's been sometime.
I was freakin' busy with work and i think i am still gonna be.
Now i am complaining.
Although it made me busy and forget bout' stuffs i shouldn't be thinkin' about,I think i still deserve a good rest!
12 hour shifts is no joke.

I have been recently posted to Ward 61 to help out as they are lacking in staffs to cover for the overwhelming H1N1 cases.I tot' it was gonna be boring and no fun coz' i don't know them.But hey,I think i enjoy myself better than i am in ICU.I got along well with the staffs there too.:) Hmm...I don't mind going back to wards the next time plus i am sick with the peeps in ICU.oops..

Despite my constant busy-ness,I still manage to squeeze some time to reunite with beloved Bestie after so loooong! We had a good night-out.

And i am working again tonight.

P.S. I can't wait to get that Blackberry Bold.

Back from JB.

Been and back from JB.
3 days 2 night was fun!
The hotel staff are very friendly.
We had Movie Marathon,Makan Marathon and Shopping Marathon.lol.
I didnt really miss Singapore coz from our 11th floor room,we could see singapore so clearly! haha...\

Going back there soon for our Hari Raya Shopping.

And so since we still have 1 more day off,we decided to give our colleague our support for the Singhealth Nursing Debate Semi-final.Congrats Geetha! KKH has kicked CGH out!! yeay!!Now is between KKH and SGH...hopefully KKH will win.. :)

Working later.I don't feel like going to work!! hish!

Retail Therapy

I got my Designer shades and IPOD touch...
Still aiming for that Blackberry...
Soonest!!
My pockets hurts but my heart is in Love with my new COACH sunglass which cost a bloody 400 bucks and the IPOD touch which cost 498 bucks.That is like almost 1k ok!! sheesh~
I wont declare myself a bankrupt until i got that Blackberry.! haha!

Off to JB tomorrow.
Will be back soon to catch my Blackberry...haha!! siao!

Bonus!!

Yay!!! I got Bonus!!! Yahooooo!!!!!!!!!!!
I can smell Blackberry/HTC and my Shades...*evil laughs*

I'm on my 5 days off as per my request...
Been working like Everyday.....!! I need a break..
giving me only one day off in between my nights and 1 day off in between 2 days is super tiring ok!!
Some people just aint as caring as what nurses should be...i think that quality just died off after you have stopped doing that bedside nursing and just stuck on ur chair doing the stupid roster! Irritating specimen you are!

And yes I'm going for a short trip to JB...destressing time with my KuKu aka Kak Midah and Kak Lela...I wanna go Movie Marathon,Eat Durian,Eat Seafood,Karaoke and see what I can shop there...JB,here I come....well sometimes we need not need to go so far for our vacation...you might miss the good thang and overlook the pleasures it has to offer...*wink*

Can I really really willy willy start to lose some weight after this JB trip...puurrlleaaseee??? I really need to...I have to!My Uniform is so so tight already..I feel like i'm in a body wrap ok!! Sheesh~

No money, Not Happy!

I want the Blackberry Bold can?
I want a designer Shades for myself too!!

But,
WHAT IF.....no bonus?

I want to go on strikes la!

I feel for Izzie.

I was post night.

I had breakfast once I reach home and then watch my Greys Anatomy (Season Pass episodes).

I was so sad watching it that I cried so much at about 830am in the morning???

Am I too emotional or is it really that they are a bunch of good actors and actresses??

But it did moved me for sure.

Will Izzie die?

I did a quiz in facebook asking which Greys Anatomy role am I most likely.

And mine was Izzie's.

I know that actually.

She is as Emo and Lovey-Dovey as me.LOL.

And in this latest episode,I would say I would have done the same thing as her,sign up for the DNR status.I neither want tubes going down my throat nor be vegetable for life... and yes I do Love you ...so much... but you have to let me go if the surgery gets down to failure...now,come give me a kiss and close your eyes while you do that...*tearing*

I don't want to watch next episode can?

I'll need an empty bucket you know...

P.S. After I have stopped living in denial,I realised that I'm strong coz' I'm living with the pain without you...

2 years passed.

''They Say Time Heals All Wounds, It Doesnt. All It Does Is Make The Pain Easier To Live With And Some How Down The Track We Stop Looking For Him And You Realize That You Will Always Love Him And It Will Always Hurt But You Have To Move On.No One Can Ever Replace The Happiness I Have Once Shared With Him...''




P.S. I can't sleep..I wish i'm living in the fridge now..

The Mishap.

Got a bad news from Izzul.

Ahmad me with an accident.

Being a workhaholic,I have only yesterday to go visit him after my day shift.

Off to NUH after work with Kak Midah & Jasmine.

Aww..poor thing Ahmad..

Both hands fractured and he showed a picture of his open wound..man..it was gawry!

But we were overall glad that he is doing absolutely fine and there is no head injury during the mishap.

Ahmad looks drowsy though.

The effect of Pethidine.

Get well soon buddy and you don't need ITE student nurses to feed you like Ah peks!

Hmm..I wonder how it feels to be assisted in toilet needs since both hands is immobilize..lol..

You better be good and behave hor..lol

And this workhaholic is super exhausted.Superwoman needs to sleep now...ZzzzZZ.

That Powerful...

It took me this much effort,this long and this many heartbreaks to just try to forget and get over you....and I still miss you....

I just woke up from a very long nightmare.I just realize how much times i've used....almost 2 years i think?

I no longer wants to live in denial.I know it is you i have deep in my heart no matter what...no more guys as replacement of you no more love as a substitute for your love.I have to accept the fact that it is YOU i have in my heart and no one else.

Enough of being a liar to myself.
I know I will not have you in my life but I want to be honest with myself and not hurt myself again and again by making myself vulnerable to all those guys.I want to be that happy,carefree,beautiful lady that i always wanted to be.

Oh geez..working again tomorrow morning after one day of rest??I am a superwoman indeed..lol