That Powerful...

It took me this much effort,this long and this many heartbreaks to just try to forget and get over you....and I still miss you....

I just woke up from a very long nightmare.I just realize how much times i've used....almost 2 years i think?

I no longer wants to live in denial.I know it is you i have deep in my heart no matter what...no more guys as replacement of you no more love as a substitute for your love.I have to accept the fact that it is YOU i have in my heart and no one else.

Enough of being a liar to myself.
I know I will not have you in my life but I want to be honest with myself and not hurt myself again and again by making myself vulnerable to all those guys.I want to be that happy,carefree,beautiful lady that i always wanted to be.

Oh geez..working again tomorrow morning after one day of rest??I am a superwoman indeed..lol