I stayed home for my 2 consecutive off days.
It is not my norm actually.
I just don't feel like going out.
I feel so so tired.
I can really sleep so much-now I know.
I was in my room for most of the time coz' only at night everyone's home...
And during the day..
I was listening to songs and lying down on my comfy bed...
My mind starts to wander/wonder...
I am actually quite lonely...
I miss those time i have someone to call my own...
I miss those time i could talk,complain,laugh and cry with that someone....
I just miss those time...
But i know its all in the past...
And in times when im all alone in my room..
my mind just wanders/wonders.... :)
I am not complaining about anything...
I'm thankful and just as happy as i have always been :)
P.S. I am actually very much disturbed by the phonecalls/sms by irritating guys who doesn't understand what is rest days...hmmph!And plus I really am so sick by you guys...I have tried subtle ways to tell you guys that i'm not interested but still you guys don't understand me...being polite is not working i guess..haiz....this is life... the people who we want most,we couldn't have them,the people who we can't love,will be all around us....*sad*
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