Sad-love moments.

Nenek is critcally ill at NUH's Medical ICU.
For the past week,i have been going to and fro hospital..
Dearest Muhaimin have always been with me tru' bad times...
He picks me up from hospital to home everyday and visited nenek everyday too..
He cried with me even...
I thank god i found him...
And i never fail to pray for nenek's recovery...
Even if its time for her to go,i want her to go peacefully and don't want her to feel any pain...
As a nurse,i maximise usage of my nursing knowledge so as to help be nenek's advocate...
I am the main spokesperson for my nenek coz' i know that i am knowledgeable out of many..
But i still feel helpless when nothing much can be done to help nenek as nenek is very old and has many organ failure...
I took compassionate leave from work coz' i wanna be there for nenek every single day...
I have not been to work for a week and tomorrow i am resuming work...
My mind is still not at ease...
But work is work....
And with all these happening,i can never be thankful enough to have such a supportive partner like my dearest Muhaimin...

I love you like no words can describe...

P.S I love you so much nenek...be strong coz our prayers are always with you..