Love my Night Duty.

My night shift on Thursday was hectic.
Patient was not doing good.
But having Dr Taufiq on call that night just enlightens me.
Yea,he did nothing so significant but his presence just perks me up.
And that was his last day in ICU i think.
After this,I won't be seeing him around as often as i did for the past month.
Can say that among all the Malay SNs around,I'm the only one who never dare to talk or chat with him.(Shy la...)
I was assigned to the Isolation room.
I drawed the curtains and did my routine suctioning and all.
Then he came in with oh-so-takleh-tahan smile...

Dr Taufiq:Hello..
Me:Hey hi...
Dr Taufiq:So mcmane semalam..??dapat tido tak?cukup tido?
(Inside my heart i was wondering...eh mcm sindir je..mentang2la last night he sang and melted my heart but that doesn't mean i cannot sleep lor infact i slept well and had sweeeet dreams :)LOL ).
Me:Hmm...okla but tak cukup ar...
Dr Taufiq:Why eh..? Kan niari you're on nihgt shift?can wake up late wat...
Me: Alah..I'm not used to wake up so late la...
Dr Taufiq: (smiles and giggles to himself..)
Then the irritating Registrar came in and kacau daun!
And this Reg. just make my night so busy lor!!Thanks eh Dr A....

And oh yes...
I must tell you this....
Dr Taufiq is really really willy willy so adorable when he is sleepy...
He is super blur lor...And his eyes is oh-so-sexay....
*melting again*

At 4am in the morning he came into my room and did his morning report...
He have this just-got-out-of-bed look and was standing and doing stretching ups and scratching his chest while listening to what the registrar is saying with his sleepy look...
OMG....i go weak in my knees i tell you...heh

And then its time for me to go home...
I said bye to him and he replied so sweetly with the manje voice....
*fanning myself*

More nights with Dr Taufiq around can...??? :)

And
Wishing that my nenek could get well soon.
I'm sorry Gremblins i couldn't join you guys at the chalet coz i have to be in AH to pay a visit to my nenek.
Hope you guys enjoy yourself ok.

Something inside me.

As i looked around and think about how cheap and not-so-important Love has become,I got really scared.

People don't really treasure and cherish their Lovers as much as people did last time.

If only they could experience the life I have been through after losing someone I really Love,treasure and cherish,they would probably not take their lovers for granted.

Therefore,

Love,treasure and cherish your Loved ones before it is too late.

Love is Sacred by definition to me.

Iftar Session.

Holiday Inn Parkview Hotel was our choice.
My muslim colleagues and me had our iftar session together.
It was my first time seeing some of my colleagues with their beloved family..
Cik Sakirah,Kak Hamidah,Radiah,Nur Raihan,Eza,Izzul,Ahmad and me was there to break our fast together.
We had our stomach filled with almost all the food prepared on the buffet table.
I was super bloated i tell you.
But worth it.
It was a great day guys.


And tomorrow will be independence day for me.
No more buddy system.
I have to work alone now.
scary.
But i have to do it.
Praying that everything will be ok.
Insya Allah

Unwilling Leave.

I'm on leave today...not because i wanted it but because CICU is overstaffed!
Haha!!
Wah lau eh...they have to eat up my precious Annual leave just beause the ratio of nurse to patient is overnumbered!
So the not fair!
And tomorrow i'm on leave again coz i have to attend the ward meeting and unfortunately i'm on PM shift...and so the best solution is take leave lor!! haiyah!!
My leave is getting lesser and lesser!
And the leave was not put into good use like travelling out of country or go for an interesting outings lor!! Moreover now is fasting month and i would usually be spending time at home lor...heart pain seh..!
Whatever la...
I just want to know i'll get my leave during Hari Raya and late December.
That's it!

And oh yes...
the current novel i'm reading is getting interesting la..! I loike! *wink wink*

Tagged.

1. (the person who tagged you is)- Nurasilah
2. (your relationship him/her is)- She is my bestie's sis & used to be sec schmates n polymates.
3. (5 impressions you have of him/her)-Petite,Sweet,Fair,laughing freak & a loyal friend.
4. (the most memorable thing he/she has done for you)-hmm...hehe provide some info on Metty or Ranjeeta or some people whom i'm interested to know about. haha!
5. (the most memorable words he/she has said to you)- "you still have me..."
6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will)- huh..?? Not until i've turn into a Bi la...haha!
7. (if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improved on will be)-Just be faithful with me Honey..haha!
8. (if he/she becomes your enemy,you will)- I can't see the possibilities we will...well if it happens...i'll promise i'll be a good enemy to you. haha!
9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be)-Hmm..how about if u kill my bestie which is her own sister without a valid reason?? hahaha! scary seh...!
10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is)- Make her happy and pray for her soulmate to come soon so she won't be lonely like me?? haha!
11. (your overall impression of him/her is)- She is a girl who has a lot to offer.A fun someone to be with..Loveable character and of course,my sweet little lady.
12. (how you think people around you will feel about you)- Emo..Weird..need a psychiatrist?? I guess so.haha!
13. (the characteristic you love about yourself is)-my strong empathy.
14. (the characteristic you hate about yourself is)-A softie...a truly qualified softie..!
15. (the most ideal person you want to be is)-I just want to be myself.
16. (for people that care and like you, say something to them)-Thank you so much darlings..will always have you all in my prayers k ..*smile*

17. (pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you)

1.Apis
2.Belle
3.Colleagues
4.Elene
5.Fareha
6.Huda
7.Jannah
8.Jasmine
9.Salihin
10.Silah


(Who is no.6 having relationship with?)-Huda ?? I think she is happily single rite dear?
(Is no.9 a male/female)- Male
(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?)-If they are Lesbos then it is..if not,forget it.hehe!
(When was the last time u had chat with no.3?)-While we are having follow up sessions @ KKH.
(What kind of music does no.8 like?)-haha! Jasmine? She sings weird songs..don ask me to investigate further..!haha!
(Does no.1 has any siblings?)- Apis? Yeah..he got a younger bro,and two pretty elder sisters.
(Will you woo no.3)- huh?No.3 is combination of all my colleagues..simply said all the malay hott babes in KKH?? haha!
(How about no.7)- No Dun worry..I'm still straight.haha!
(Is no.4 single?)- Elene? Nope.This sweety has a loving boyfie.
(What's the surname of no.5?)-Alahai...Fareha....i don't remember la..so sorry
(What's the hobby of no.4?)- I guess she loves hanging out and go shopping with her boyfie?? yea.
(Do no.5 and 9 get along?)- No la.They are a total stranger to each other.
(Where is no.2 studying at?)- She working la..we are the CICU Nurses who ever studied in NYP.heh.
(Say something casual about no.1)-Da jadi Abang Polis la dia!! haha!
(Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?)- haha! Jasmine will surely smack my big round ass! haha!
(Where does no.9 live?)- Somewhere in woodlands..haha! i dunno exactly la.
(What color does no.4 like?)-hmm...baby blue i think...
(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?)- Aiyoh...they're strangers la..
(Does no.7 like no.2?)- hmm dunno leh..if they get to kno each other..they probably would.
(How did you get to know no.2)-My colleague,crapping buddy!*wink*
(Does no.1 have any pets?)-Dun think so...dunno if the girls are his pets..?? hehe.!
(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?)- It is a sure thing for her boyfie..right Jannah? *Wink wink*

Thanks Silah for giving me some brain exercises...! I think it is a bit awake now..*grins*