Shoutout

Siti Irwani Azzuri!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I already got my Blackberry Bold..!!!!

*tapping my fingers on the table....* when is urs gonna be..??? hehehehe!!

Me-Day

I'm enjoying my read.
Jodi Picoult-my sister's keeper.



I think i'm going out for my retail therapy tomorrow since it is my off day.
hmm.........lots of things to get and lots of bills to settle. And I need a Me-day for myself.




P.S. I'm not feeling quite well actually..my body ache..i feel very warm... hope i'll be ok when i wake up tomorrow.

Edit.

I'm done editing my blog content.

Exhausted.

It's been sometime.
I was freakin' busy with work and i think i am still gonna be.
Now i am complaining.
Although it made me busy and forget bout' stuffs i shouldn't be thinkin' about,I think i still deserve a good rest!
12 hour shifts is no joke.

I have been recently posted to Ward 61 to help out as they are lacking in staffs to cover for the overwhelming H1N1 cases.I tot' it was gonna be boring and no fun coz' i don't know them.But hey,I think i enjoy myself better than i am in ICU.I got along well with the staffs there too.:) Hmm...I don't mind going back to wards the next time plus i am sick with the peeps in ICU.oops..

Despite my constant busy-ness,I still manage to squeeze some time to reunite with beloved Bestie after so loooong! We had a good night-out.

And i am working again tonight.

P.S. I can't wait to get that Blackberry Bold.

Back from JB.

Been and back from JB.
3 days 2 night was fun!
The hotel staff are very friendly.
We had Movie Marathon,Makan Marathon and Shopping Marathon.lol.
I didnt really miss Singapore coz from our 11th floor room,we could see singapore so clearly! haha...\

Going back there soon for our Hari Raya Shopping.

And so since we still have 1 more day off,we decided to give our colleague our support for the Singhealth Nursing Debate Semi-final.Congrats Geetha! KKH has kicked CGH out!! yeay!!Now is between KKH and SGH...hopefully KKH will win.. :)

Working later.I don't feel like going to work!! hish!

Retail Therapy

I got my Designer shades and IPOD touch...
Still aiming for that Blackberry...
Soonest!!
My pockets hurts but my heart is in Love with my new COACH sunglass which cost a bloody 400 bucks and the IPOD touch which cost 498 bucks.That is like almost 1k ok!! sheesh~
I wont declare myself a bankrupt until i got that Blackberry.! haha!

Off to JB tomorrow.
Will be back soon to catch my Blackberry...haha!! siao!

Bonus!!

Yay!!! I got Bonus!!! Yahooooo!!!!!!!!!!!
I can smell Blackberry/HTC and my Shades...*evil laughs*

I'm on my 5 days off as per my request...
Been working like Everyday.....!! I need a break..
giving me only one day off in between my nights and 1 day off in between 2 days is super tiring ok!!
Some people just aint as caring as what nurses should be...i think that quality just died off after you have stopped doing that bedside nursing and just stuck on ur chair doing the stupid roster! Irritating specimen you are!

And yes I'm going for a short trip to JB...destressing time with my KuKu aka Kak Midah and Kak Lela...I wanna go Movie Marathon,Eat Durian,Eat Seafood,Karaoke and see what I can shop there...JB,here I come....well sometimes we need not need to go so far for our vacation...you might miss the good thang and overlook the pleasures it has to offer...*wink*

Can I really really willy willy start to lose some weight after this JB trip...puurrlleaaseee??? I really need to...I have to!My Uniform is so so tight already..I feel like i'm in a body wrap ok!! Sheesh~

No money, Not Happy!

I want the Blackberry Bold can?
I want a designer Shades for myself too!!

But,
WHAT IF.....no bonus?

I want to go on strikes la!

I feel for Izzie.

I was post night.

I had breakfast once I reach home and then watch my Greys Anatomy (Season Pass episodes).

I was so sad watching it that I cried so much at about 830am in the morning???

Am I too emotional or is it really that they are a bunch of good actors and actresses??

But it did moved me for sure.

Will Izzie die?

I did a quiz in facebook asking which Greys Anatomy role am I most likely.

And mine was Izzie's.

I know that actually.

She is as Emo and Lovey-Dovey as me.LOL.

And in this latest episode,I would say I would have done the same thing as her,sign up for the DNR status.I neither want tubes going down my throat nor be vegetable for life... and yes I do Love you ...so much... but you have to let me go if the surgery gets down to failure...now,come give me a kiss and close your eyes while you do that...*tearing*

I don't want to watch next episode can?

I'll need an empty bucket you know...

P.S. After I have stopped living in denial,I realised that I'm strong coz' I'm living with the pain without you...

2 years passed.

''They Say Time Heals All Wounds, It Doesnt. All It Does Is Make The Pain Easier To Live With And Some How Down The Track We Stop Looking For Him And You Realize That You Will Always Love Him And It Will Always Hurt But You Have To Move On.No One Can Ever Replace The Happiness I Have Once Shared With Him...''




P.S. I can't sleep..I wish i'm living in the fridge now..

The Mishap.

Got a bad news from Izzul.

Ahmad me with an accident.

Being a workhaholic,I have only yesterday to go visit him after my day shift.

Off to NUH after work with Kak Midah & Jasmine.

Aww..poor thing Ahmad..

Both hands fractured and he showed a picture of his open wound..man..it was gawry!

But we were overall glad that he is doing absolutely fine and there is no head injury during the mishap.

Ahmad looks drowsy though.

The effect of Pethidine.

Get well soon buddy and you don't need ITE student nurses to feed you like Ah peks!

Hmm..I wonder how it feels to be assisted in toilet needs since both hands is immobilize..lol..

You better be good and behave hor..lol

And this workhaholic is super exhausted.Superwoman needs to sleep now...ZzzzZZ.

That Powerful...

It took me this much effort,this long and this many heartbreaks to just try to forget and get over you....and I still miss you....

I just woke up from a very long nightmare.I just realize how much times i've used....almost 2 years i think?

I no longer wants to live in denial.I know it is you i have deep in my heart no matter what...no more guys as replacement of you no more love as a substitute for your love.I have to accept the fact that it is YOU i have in my heart and no one else.

Enough of being a liar to myself.
I know I will not have you in my life but I want to be honest with myself and not hurt myself again and again by making myself vulnerable to all those guys.I want to be that happy,carefree,beautiful lady that i always wanted to be.

Oh geez..working again tomorrow morning after one day of rest??I am a superwoman indeed..lol

Workhaholic.

Did i tell you my roster sucks?
Yes it sucks.
I have no life.
I'm officially a workhaholic!
Damn my supervisor.

Doesn't mean i'm a single lady i have all the time only for work lor...
I have frens and family too ok..
Idiot!

Thankfully i'm smart enough to try find sometime to be as close as possible with my family...
But seriously,I have no time left for frens...so sad.

I'm waiting for my leave in August.Hopefully I could ketchup with them.Miss them loads.

And I have recovered from my Flu.Thank god.
Back to work!

Flu-ing away.

I am down with flu.
Feeling very very weak but i didn't wanna take MC.
Reason being i don't want to make my IDIOT supervisor change my shift from 2 shifts to 3 shifts.
Every of my day shifts for the past days was hell hectic...
But syukur alhamdulilah that i am able to complete my tasks properly even tho' at times I just feel like giving up and go home...haiz..
I just hate superiors who are bias!!!

Everyday for the past days,I just went home straight and fall on my bed til' the next morning when i'm due for my next day shift...What a life...!

And

Did i told you that Zal called me the other day coz' he says he tot of me when he was watching video of the Malaysian Singer,Ella..? It reminded him of me...I was like ..what the heck?? or is it you just call me just to have good relation with me and then you can slowly tk advantage of me and hurt me again and again?? Get lost!I already told you that treat as if I'm dead..I hate myself for being too nice to him...I still can talk to him like there's nothing wrong...*slapsmyhead* But seriously I have no more feelings for that jerk!

Even tho' Mus took advantage of me financially..at the very least he treats me well...he cares for me and even tho' I have made it clear to him that i wanted to end things off with him,he still calls me every other day to check on me and make sure i'm alright...

Haiz...some people just treat-'' hurting others'' as their hobby I guess...

P.S. I notice that the more I try to get away from all these guys and forget about Love at the moment,the more these guys is trying to cum back to me.....fortunately,I am stronger than yesterday... :)
Imma keepon being a workhaholic...and keepon givin me love to ma family and loved ones.

Apologies.

Apologies to Someone .
Actually it wasn't him who didn't acknowledge my Birthday wish ..
it is just the crappy MSN..
So sorry bout my last post...
It's my bad.

P.S. I think i'm falling sick..my throat feels sore and my nose is starting to run....tsk tsk..

All about May.

Wow..it's been long since i last posted.Work has kept me busy and i am not complaining.I am just hating the fact that i am working here and not somewhere else.I'm still pressing on til' next year June...Pls make the time move faster!

Anyways Shoutout to all May Babies!
Someone(13 May),Mus(14 May), Kak Wati (14 May),Kak Midah (26 May).
Happy Birthday to you all..I have already wish ya'll personally but someone just wouldn't even acknowledge it..hmm dunno if he got it or not..well watever la..No worries and cheers!
Mr Mus is as usual missing me and going missing always..hahah!!Oh boy,you are already 3o this year! hahah!
I had a girl's night out with Kak Wati (cuzzin) on the night of her Birthday.Just the two of us.I'm glad she is happy.
And as for my Kak Midah aka My Kuku..still thinking of what i should get for her... hmmm...
That's all about Birthday stuffs.

P.S. I'm having a pimple breakout....help!!!

I'm focused.

I feel so much calmer nowadays.Never think about people who don't deserve to be thought about.Never bothers about others who won't appreciate.And for sure...I am not looking for Love now...Coz' when you seek for it,you'll bump into the wrong ones..True Love comes by without having to be searched for...

I am glad and thankful to god for giving me the chance to change my life before it is too late...I feel more focused with my life and for sure i know where i am leading my life to now...Syukur Alhamdulilah...

And the people who have been so caring about me is my Elder Bro,Mom & Dad...plus my Kak Midah(close colleague) & my close cuzzin...from now on,these people should have my ultimate attention and Love...

To all my guy frens or girl frens out there...I'm sorry if I have not been answering your calls or ignored your msgs..I am trying to be more focused in my life for now...Hope you guys understand.

Happy Mother's Day.

A very Happy Mother's Day to all mommys wherever you are.You all have been great!

Mom,

you are the Love of my life...no love is as pure and sincere as your Love.I can never thank you enough for all the sacrifices you've made all these years.You are Extremely-Strong,Undeniably-Loving,Unbelievably-patient,SuperDuper-responsible,Incredibly-polite and surely-Sweet!!No words could describe you actually.You are my Superwoman...I love you,Mom.You've been doing great in taking care of me & Bros...We all Love you..*hugs & Kisses*

P.S. I hope you like the mini humble celebration we had just for you.

The Uninvited.

Me and my girl colleagues went to catch a movie.We saw ''The Uninvited.'' We initially wanted to watch the Wolverine(aka my boyfie)haha..but one of my colleague already watch it and so we went from Plaza Sing to Woodlands to catch The Uninvited.We bought the 2330hrs movie tixs.It's been so long since I got a chance to go out with my girls..miss them so much...! I'm sorry I was too busy giving my attention to certain people who don't deserve it! I'm back to who I am now...That Sweet girlfren that you all Love....*hugs*

Well well well....the movie is good.Good story twist.And I think I let out a loud scream in one of the scene...Geez ...my heart almost got out from my jaw ok!!haha...not that horrifying but good storyline.I rate it 7/10.

P.S. We gonna have a movie marathon on Tuesday...yeay!!I

Early Morning happenings.

The Condominium Security Guard Mats is not bad-looking eh..?? Smile so sweetly at me and ask for my contact no. sumore! And bonus point is He calls me Ma'am....!!! hahahahha!!Cute kan?? lol...But whatever la...I just find you cute lor but i'm not interested in anything more than that..I'm Single but not interested....hahah!

Then when I took the cab,this Chinese cum Malay-fluent speaking Uncle(he is 50 years old) chatted with me throughout the whole journey..So fluent la his malay...he says he like Malay ladies...and I caught him looking at me from the front mirror...I was not wrong to think negatively of him ok...he handed me his number and ask me to call him whenever I am free and he knows that i am only like 23 years old lor!! ...Oh my god..U want to be my sugar daddy isit?? hmm maybe you can be my chauffeur instead..?? hahaha...

Typical guys...*yawns*

ZzzzZZzz......