In god's hand.

I just lost my maternal aunt 4am just now.
Everything was so sudden.
I could sense that she was not doing good when i came and visit her yesterday in ICU.
Septicemia(Infection of the blood) has affected many of her main organs.
Her BP was very low and to see her in that condition was just a painful thing.
I couldn't help but to break down.
It was surprising for many of relatives when they saw me crying as i'm not close with her.
We only meet once in a year during Hari Raya.
But my sensitive inner beings just have to make me feel so sad.
The kiss that i gave to Cik Ros on her forehead was really a very touchy moment.
Maybe to many of you,being a nurse somehow makes the nurse some sort of immune to death or lost of someone,
but that is not the case.
I'm only human and my emotions are very strong.
I may not have high IQ but my EQ is.

To my dearest :
Abang Airie,Abang Nan and Cik Merli,

Pls remain strong and patient.
We will always have Cik Ros in our prayers.