Mom's the best.

Conversation between Me and Mom early this morning
(Translated Version)
Mom:Why are your eyes swollen...?
Me: not enough sleep maybe...
Mom:But you're already asleep by 12 midnite which is not usually the case for you coz the earliest you would go to bed is around 1am...?
Me:I'm not feeling well...
Mom:Did you cried the whole night?
Me:*trying not to hear*
Mom: I saw you were stuck to the comp and then the next thing is i saw you were already in bed last night...
Me:*burst into tears* ( And then told mom about the mails)
Mom:Isn't it good? Someone you love is leading a happy life and will soon be settling down with his new partner that is fated for him...you are not fated for him and you cannot be sad about it...in this world,we are made for someone we are fated to be with and you have to accept that. You cannot keep on crying and be sad about it..it will not benefit you and it will also make him feel bad and guilty...don't do that to people dear,you must open up your heart and be willing to let go of the past and make everybody happy including yourself ok?
I know you still Love him...as your mom,i know you too well...you can always Love him but try to erase the feelings off as time goes by and try to open up your heart to someone who could Love you like how you would Love him...you can always pray everyday for your Loved ones but don't you forget to pray for yourself too...pray to god that you will be able to erase those feelings and that your Soulmate will come by soon...
Can you pls stop crying like a kid..?? Remember everything that i have just said...
Me:*nods head*Do you think it is okay for me to go and meet him to settle things for the last time..?
Mom: Please go...as soon as you get home from meeting him..i really hope eveything will be cleared off and you'll be better.
Me: I really hope for that too.
Mom:Ok,i'm going to work now..you have a gd rest at home or go out with your frens if you feel lonely ok ?
Me:*kiss her hand and both cheeks* i think i 'll just be at home..I just want to rest coz i'm working tomorrow..
Mom:Ok