Sicky Missing You.

I can't sleep now...
its already 4 am....
my body feels cold but i am perspiring like mad....
I truly know that i am sick...
It has been long since i fell sick...
Its about time i guess...
And you know me...
when i do fall sick,its gonna be quite bad....

I feel so emo now...
I dont know why...
I cried just now....
Is it because i fell sick and thats why i am feeling down or is it just becoz i truly misses him so much...?
I really don't know...
I miss you...i really really do...
and i really meant what i say....
I wish he is beside me now...
His face is so clear in my mind...
his smile,his sepet eyes,his hair....
*tearing*
Aaaarrgghh....i'm not going to put myself in denial again...!

I wanna recover from my flu & fever quickly...

I should be sleeping now coz i'm doing 2 nights straight starting from tomorrow...
Hope i can survive...

*shake leg*
i usually do that when i can't sleep....
it did help sometime...