I do feel it at times.

Ahmad & I was on our way home in a cab from Changi Airport.

We were talking about relationship and stuffs.

We were like talking about how nice it is being single.

I agree with him but on another point i told him that i do feel it at times.

Especially if the past relationship you had is a very happy one.

You will miss it till you cry i tell you.

And earlier on that day itself when we reach the Airport,

It just brings back all the memories.

Ahmad was like teasing me about the whole memory thingy.

Although i laughed about it but deep in my heart i do feel it.

It just hits the spot.

Everything that happened almost a year ago just flashes tru' my mind.

Those memories is just so beautiful that you don't want to think about it anymore because if I were to think of it,it'll just bring me down.

But now,I can safely say that i have already accepted everything that has happened with an open heart.

Really.

That is the best way for me to be a happier person in overall.

But you can never escape from the feeling of "I do feel it at times..."

It is natural.

Only time could heal it and who knows 5 years later i will say "I don't feel it at all..."

God knows.