Desperate.

It's been awhile since i last blog...
Work has been busy for me...
I meant really busy....

In the midst of the busy-ness...
I admit that i was dying from missing that someone that much!
Oh my and i did a stupid thing ....
I wanted to sms my colleagues regarding something and coincidently my collegue initial is also the same as his...
therefore i thought it would look real if i accidentally send the msg to him too just to assure myself that he is somewhere out there safe and sound....
I sound like a desperate sicko rite....??
I think i am...
so scary...
But i was happy that he replied to the msg wic is not meant for him by forwarding back the msg to me....
we didn't have any conversation but i'm at least relieved that i know he is somewhere out there...
I have never been this desperate and sick before...!
But i know i won't do this again....
I'm so sad looking at my own state...
oh my god...*tearing*

Its ok...
everything is gonna be alrite.....