Done with that.

I took a sick leave today coz i was having a terrible headache...
Migraine i supposed.
Someone you would never think of accompanied me to the doc.
So sweet of you.


I went home,log on to my comp only to find Fir's name in my inbox..
I was very nervous to his reply but i have to face it though..

I read the content.
I was hurt.Truly hurt.
But i deserve it.
It was his girlfriend who replied to the mail.
It sounded very sarcastic.
I could feel like the words was piercing deep into my heart.


Yes i know i 'm such a bad person here.
Be in my position and you will know how it feels.


But i just want to end all these now.
I won't msg.email or yearn for him anymore.
And i want to retire being a stalker...
And i think that is my limit of being such a cruel ass to him and his girlfriend.

Its time for me to be back to my old self..
The happy,jovial and kind-hearted me... :)