Note my Allergy.

Dearest Family and Friends,

Please do not mention anything about him or his name.
Someone.
I will have a relapse and Allergic Reaction on it.

Dear mom,
I don't want you to mention about him not because i hated him,
coz' i want to move on.
I want to forget him.
I am sure you don't want me to waste anymore time crying over a person who have no more feelings for me right mom..?
I know you have Love him like your own son and that you always dream of having him married to the family.
I know mom, I dream of it too.
But truth hurts mom...
He may be the person who have given me the greatest hope and the one I have Loved most but he is also unfortunately the person who have greatly crashed my hopes and killed my Love.
It is dead.
It is over.
I am slowly erasing everything i could.
The hurt from Loving him that much is the only motivation i have to move on.
My wish is to totally forget about him with some lessons that i have learnt from it.
Goodbye my Lover.