Sunday, July 6, 2008

Comeback.

It has been about almost 2 years since we ended things.
Now you come back wanting like the fourth or fifth chances..?
I'm not being cruel or stone-hearted here but i just don't think we could actually be back in Love like last time.
I know life has been very hard for you after I left you...
But you asked for it..
And now you always says that you really think that you've hurt me so badly.
And so.???
I'm really sorry to hear about the lost of your father few days after i left you but maybe it was planned by Him that way so that you could actually realize how not to take someone who Loves you for granted.
It has always been me that you think about everyday since 2 years ago.
You wanna know why..?
Coz' at that point of time i'm so stupid to Love you with all my heart and with uttermost sincerity..and that is why no matter how many hot,pretty girls who are after you,you still think i'm the one for you.
I can see that you've changed a lot for the better...
You're a changed man...
It is nice to know that i have been your inspiration all this while...
I could also see that your actions speaks a lot about how strong your feelings is for me...
But i don't know why...
My heart just doesn't responds...
It is numb...
A lot of things happened in the past 2 years...
It has been a tough journey for me too...
And i think i have told you about it..
It may seems like a normal 'heartbreak' to you coz i make it sound normal and i don't want to give full details of it...
but deep within me remains a mystery to you..
Probably time is the only answer...
And also with time i can really see how true your feelings are for me..
For now...
I hope you don't expect anything from me...
If we are fated to be.it will be...
If we are not.we're not gonna be.

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