Conversation.

A conversation striked out between a me and the physiotherapist at work just now.

PT:How is this baby?
Me:Not too good. Had many episodes of desaturations la.
PT:Poor baby...
Me:(standing by the bedside and caress the baby's little fingers,while the PT did a chest physio on the baby.)
PT:Hey dear,I have been noticing that you are really quiet huh?
I know that ever since you worked here,you're a quiet person but you're extra quiet nowadays?Anything bothering you? You don't look happy too?
Me: Really meh?
PT: yeah.
Me:(smiles) Hey congratulations!Heard that you're pregnant eh..?
PT:Hey thanks.
Me:So happy for you.You and your hubby must be really excited for your first baby eh..?
PT: Yeah we are..but i'm a bit scared though.No experience mah..
Me:Normal lah...
PT: Hey do you have boyfriend?
Me:(Pause for a moment before i have the courage to say)...No,actually just broke off 2 months back.LDR la...thought we could face it initially but not as we thought la.
PT:Really?I had one LDR last time too.
Me:Really? Do u think LDR could work?
PT:Yes if both party promise to reunite once they are done with studies or working.Many of these kind ends up in marriages do you know that?
Me:Oh ok.
PT:Must have been hard on you huh?
Me:Still in my post break-up depression syndrome la...that is why i don't look human..i look like zombie rite? haha!
PT:haha!When is he finishing with school?
Me:This december.
PT: Ohh..not too long until i'm going to see the happy face of yours?
Me:He already with someone else.
PT:Ohh. Already?That's fast?
Me:I thought so but he says he had enough of hard times and very disappointed with my decision in ending it off.And anyway i end it via sms..that is really a mistake la.
PT:Oh i see.but what was the core reason u wanted to end it off?
Me:He said he was pressured having LDR while studying.I thought i was just putting myself in his shoes and wanted the best for him.I hopes alot that after he is done we could reunite.But to know that he changes his Love so fast was really a heartbreaking thing for me.
PT:that is really heartbreaking lor...he said he have had hard times then he thinks you're having good time is it?If only he knows how ''zombie-tic'' you are here!
Me:Hahaha! got such word meh?
PT:Nola...i created out of anger.
Me:Why are u angry?I'm suppose to be rite?
PT:But u dont seems to be in anger instead you're like in despair and hopelessness.
Me:Nola...just want to recover from all this misery la...
PT:Hey don't worry..look at me...i love my ex like crazy too when he is doing overseas study in Canada and i was in sadness when it all ended...But now god gave me my husband.Who loves me so so much.He is 10 times better...there is a blessing in disguise...it is a matter of time...he don't deserve you la i think...
Me:(forced a smile)....nah let it be la...as long as he is happy I'm fine i think...I just want to occupy myself with work and family la...
PT:Haiyah...u so patient la...! In life cannot be too kind leh!Later people bully u leh!
Me: Haiyah...y u so fierce...? later my baby desaturate again how...??
PT:choy!touchwood...!
Me:Hehe...eh the secretions still thick hor??
PT:Ya la...must do frequent suctioning especially from the naso and oro..
Me:Ya very true...
PT:Ok I'm done...
Me:Thanks for seeing this baby of mine...see you around..
PT:My pleasure..haha! Hey see you around with a smile ok...?
Me:haha! I will try..niway thanks for your concern ya...
PT:Come on...don't mention...we are healthcare professionals right?We are the caring people rite..??
Me:smile...you ah....full of jokes...
PT:or full of nonsense???
Me:Hey i didnt say hor...
Both:hahaha!
Me:kk...bye..
PT:K bye bye dear...