Away for awhile.

I'll be off for my Redang getaway tomorrow.

I'll be back soon. Insya Allah.

Happy Birthday Bestie.

Happy Birthday Bestie.

I really hope you had a wonderful time with Me,Wani and two guy frens of yours.

I tried very best to make it a fun and a memorable birthday for you and i hope you like it.

May this year be a better and happier year for you.
Stay in good health and smile always.

I love you darling.

*Birthday Hug n Kisses*

Happenings.

I'm now enjoying my Annual Leave.
Will be on leave for 11 days...
Woots...it is long i know...
5 more days to my Redang getaway.
Counting down to that.
Bestie, I really can't wait for that moment to come la...
And it is just wonderful how i can spent this holiday with you.

Actually,there is quite a number of things that has happened for the past days & during my absence from blogging.
It is happening oh-so-fast...well maybe to all of you...
But to me..it is just at a very nice pace..
I'm thankful to god for everything that has happened and i'm really looking forward to it.
I thought this will never happen.
I sometime feels that this is a miracle.
Ahhhh....I'm so touched by it. *tearing*
As days goes by you all will surely be able to guess what is really happening... :)

Meanwhile,
I wanna prepare for my Redang getaway.

Dreadful Night.

(The Sleepy Heads)

Sigh...
My past night was dreadful...
I was so sleepy i tell you...
Maybe becoz there is no Dr Taufiq i guess..LOL
Oh yes...
my night on Monday was not that sleepy coz Dr Taufiq was on-call.
And with Izzul around we had a lots of fun talking crap in the tea room.
I laughed alot and i burped out loud infront of Dr Taufiq!!
Malunye!!!!!lol...
But its okay,i told him off by saying"Syukur Alhamdulilah...sorry eh Dr...kena biase-biasekan dengar loud burp from me k ...??" haha!!
He just laughed and said ok...
I guess he was shocked...haha!!
For sure i'm striked out from his list of future wife -to -be..!! Hahahaha!!
So that was it.
Oh yes...Izzul asked him along for our Tioman trip in May.So i guess if he is able to come for the trip,he'll probably go crazy with Gremblins.LOL
As for my past night shift...
I was so sleepy seh...
although it was only my 1st night...
so Rachel and I entertain ourself by surfing the net and take turns to sleep coz Rachel has no patient to tk care of.
Shhh...but for sure...we sleep with caution...*fingers on my lips*

I do feel it at times.

Ahmad & I was on our way home in a cab from Changi Airport.

We were talking about relationship and stuffs.

We were like talking about how nice it is being single.

I agree with him but on another point i told him that i do feel it at times.

Especially if the past relationship you had is a very happy one.

You will miss it till you cry i tell you.

And earlier on that day itself when we reach the Airport,

It just brings back all the memories.

Ahmad was like teasing me about the whole memory thingy.

Although i laughed about it but deep in my heart i do feel it.

It just hits the spot.

Everything that happened almost a year ago just flashes tru' my mind.

Those memories is just so beautiful that you don't want to think about it anymore because if I were to think of it,it'll just bring me down.

But now,I can safely say that i have already accepted everything that has happened with an open heart.

Really.

That is the best way for me to be a happier person in overall.

But you can never escape from the feeling of "I do feel it at times..."

It is natural.

Only time could heal it and who knows 5 years later i will say "I don't feel it at all..."

God knows.

Welcome back.

Home sweet home Kak Midah.

Hope you have had good time in Shanghai.

Thanks for the souvenirs.!!

And Gremblins was really dead without you...

So,let's bring Gremblins back alive aite...?? LOL

Cuzzies.

Qaiser Rayyan(Twin 1):Oh-so manje-and-always-want-my-stickmushy-kiss baby.
Qadri Rayyan(Twin 2):Oh- so -cuddly- and -tak- banyak- colok- baby.

Aryan Nur Andika-The Big Bully cum Bulu-mata- pakai-mascara baby.

Meet up with my cuzzies and nephews for Lunch and Coffee.
Miss them oh-so-much!
It has been like ages since i last saw them.
And my all my nephews are growing oh-so-fast!
I cannot stop kissing their chubby cheeks!!
You lil cuties are just so adorable la!
When will I have mine eh..?? hmmm...
Thanks cuzzies for the outing..
We shall meet up again soon alrite..??
By then,I wonder if my nephews can all start to talk baby language to me..
Aaarrgghh...comel-la -sangat!!

It was a reunion.

Alvin (ex-polymate) was admitted in SGH for an operation.

It is like a reunion for us coz i get to meet the girls even though Arifa was working.

It was easy coz Arifa was just a ward away from Alvin's admitting ward.

So,we just popped over at Arifa's ward and drag her along to visit Alvin ilegally. LOL

Felt relieved that Alvin looked so fine.He was happy to see us.It was a really speedy recovery for you huh?You shall be discharged soon i guess.

After that,Arifa had to go back to work leaving the 3 of us not knowing where to go.

Where else...??

Party for the stomach of coz!

We headed Breeks@Marina.

BBuuurrrppp..!!

Then we go window shopping and headed home after our feet were all aching.

We had fun.

All the best Bud.

Wishing you all the very best for your National Service.
CICU now have lost one manly power out of the 3 manly Nurses. :(
Tk good care of yourself ok.
We all know you're a survivor la!
I'm surely gonna miss you coz i got no more After-work-Seafood-Makaning kaki and a company to go home with...hur hur hur!
Come back two years later ok.
Way to go Gremblin Sepet!! LOL

Love my Night Duty.

My night shift on Thursday was hectic.
Patient was not doing good.
But having Dr Taufiq on call that night just enlightens me.
Yea,he did nothing so significant but his presence just perks me up.
And that was his last day in ICU i think.
After this,I won't be seeing him around as often as i did for the past month.
Can say that among all the Malay SNs around,I'm the only one who never dare to talk or chat with him.(Shy la...)
I was assigned to the Isolation room.
I drawed the curtains and did my routine suctioning and all.
Then he came in with oh-so-takleh-tahan smile...

Dr Taufiq:Hello..
Me:Hey hi...
Dr Taufiq:So mcmane semalam..??dapat tido tak?cukup tido?
(Inside my heart i was wondering...eh mcm sindir je..mentang2la last night he sang and melted my heart but that doesn't mean i cannot sleep lor infact i slept well and had sweeeet dreams :)LOL ).
Me:Hmm...okla but tak cukup ar...
Dr Taufiq:Why eh..? Kan niari you're on nihgt shift?can wake up late wat...
Me: Alah..I'm not used to wake up so late la...
Dr Taufiq: (smiles and giggles to himself..)
Then the irritating Registrar came in and kacau daun!
And this Reg. just make my night so busy lor!!Thanks eh Dr A....

And oh yes...
I must tell you this....
Dr Taufiq is really really willy willy so adorable when he is sleepy...
He is super blur lor...And his eyes is oh-so-sexay....
*melting again*

At 4am in the morning he came into my room and did his morning report...
He have this just-got-out-of-bed look and was standing and doing stretching ups and scratching his chest while listening to what the registrar is saying with his sleepy look...
OMG....i go weak in my knees i tell you...heh

And then its time for me to go home...
I said bye to him and he replied so sweetly with the manje voice....
*fanning myself*

More nights with Dr Taufiq around can...??? :)

And
Wishing that my nenek could get well soon.
I'm sorry Gremblins i couldn't join you guys at the chalet coz i have to be in AH to pay a visit to my nenek.
Hope you guys enjoy yourself ok.

Karaoke Session.

I had fun Gremblins.
Thanks for always making me smile.
We started the day by watching a movie (10 000 b.c) @ Orchard Cineleisure.
My review for it is going to be 6 out of 10.
I just like the actors and actress. So pweety and good-looking!
Apart from that i'm just trying my best to be awake as i only had 3 hours of sleep post night shift.

Headed to Ayam Penyet Ria.

Chandran gave us a treat!
Thanks Chandran.
We owe you one.

And

jeng jeng jeng...!
The highlight of the day is the Karaoke Session @ Cash Studio.
I didn't know my colleagues could sing so well! Haha! I didn't dare to sing in the first place but after much persuasion and forces...haha!! I did sing!
Guess what??
I sang duet with Dr Taufiq!!!
My oh-for-SO-long-eye-candy!!
Yes,thanks to my colleagues friendliness la that we got him to join us for the karaoke session.
Dr Taufiq melted my heart with his oh-so-manje-mendayu-dayu-voice!
Even my guys frens melted ok!
So you couldn't blame me if I was really on cloud nine hearing his voice...
I sang the'' My Heart '' song with him..(so romantic kan!)

But so torturing also coz my rapid heart beat hinders me from being able to sing out well...

But still..my colleagues says we could harmonise well..
Aww......
Look at my pic and you should know how amazed i was by Dr Taufiq's voice...
I felt feverish on that instance...LOL
And thanks to everyone for trying your very best to kena2 kan me with Him...
I still think he shall just remain as my eye candy though..
He is too perfect for me I think.LOL
But i had fun la guys.
Can i have more of such outings Gremblins...??
OK ok it would be better if it is inclusive of Dr Gremblin eh..??*cheeky smile*
But whatever it is i still love being with the Gremblins even without the Dr.
Gremblins rock my sock la...!

Something inside me.

As i looked around and think about how cheap and not-so-important Love has become,I got really scared.

People don't really treasure and cherish their Lovers as much as people did last time.

If only they could experience the life I have been through after losing someone I really Love,treasure and cherish,they would probably not take their lovers for granted.

Therefore,

Love,treasure and cherish your Loved ones before it is too late.

Love is Sacred by definition to me.

KL trip with colleagues.

The peeps:

Kak Hamidah,Kak Lela,Izzul,Sharil,Ahmad,Izzah,Raihan,Fazli(Raihan's Boyfie).
P.S. double click on the Flickr photo badge @ the side column to view the KL trip photos.

It was an absolute fun.
Thanks colleagues for making it all an awesome trip.
I laughed and eat alot!
And i miss Singapore!!! LOL

Day 1
We reached KL at about 2pm.We went to check-in into our apartment (Crowne Regeancy).It was a beautifully furnished and spacious apartment for us.We unpacked our luggage while the vainpots did some touch-up on their make up.We then headed to the Pavilion to have our Lunch.While the rest did some shopping there,Kak Midah and me headed Starbucks for our dose of caffeine and sinful cakes.
Then,we headed to Petaling street.It's like Bugis Street for the Singaporean.I bought a LV handbag.It's fake but its nice plus i could bargain from RM 160 all the way down to RM55 !! Apart from that,i didn't do much shopping.When the clock hit 10pm,I was all so excited to hit the club.And so we headed back to our apartment and refreshed ourselves.We went to Rum Jungle.I like the club settings.I didn't dance for the initial part coz the music sucks but it got better towards the later part of the night.I dance with Kak Lela while the rest joined in few minutes after.Not many eye candy but i was being eye-candied by this Malay guy who looked super horny! Get alive boy..Luckily Kak Lela pulled me away from him..he insist on coming nearer and i got Sharil to dance with me just to shoo him away...And then after i just dance in the middle of Ahmad,Izzah,Kak Lela and Kak Midah.We headed back to our apartment at around 3 am..I quickly went to wash up and jump onto my comfy bed.The rest followed in one by one.

Day 2
Woke up around 9am.Kak Midah,Kak Lela,Izzul and Ahmad were already up..It was so sweet of Ahmad to be the 1st one to wake up and went down to coffee bean to get each of us a hot chocolate.Thanks Sweetie.And thanks to Kak Midah too for buying the roti canai!! I love the sambal tumis!! So shioookk..!After breakfast we all got ready for our 2nd day outing.As usual we have to wait for Izzah & Raihan to doll themselves up before they went oout of the apartment.LOL
We headed to KL Tower.It was an awesome scenery from up there.After much photo-takings,rest and shopping there,we then headed to Secret Recipe to celebrate Izzul's belated 25th Birthday and good farewells for Ahmad coz he have to leave to serve the nation.Children's ICU will surely gonna miss you.
After the celebration,we split into 2 groups.the other group went to shop again while my group went around Berjaya Time Square.We bought DVDs and went back to our apartment to watch Jackass 2.It was super disgustingly-hilarious.I have to laugh my lungs out i tell you.We then had our supper of sinful food again(Mary Brown).After supper,the other group got back after much shopping and then we all squeezed into the master bedroom to have our movie marathon.I fell asleep soon after the marathon has just begun.But i wasn't that bad ok coz Ahmad slept right after supper even before the marathon started. LOL

Day 3
Woke up at around 10am.Packed our luggage and headed A&W.I miss my Rootbeer float and Coney Dog.And time flies when we are all having a good time.It was then time for us to get home.I was excited coz I miss my family and my bestie.We reached Singapore at around 7pm.we had our dinner at the old woodlands place and then took a cab home.So happy to be home! Mom was very happy to see me too..and she said i have put on weight only after 3 days...Aww...I know mom..its okay...I will go work it out soon ok...And i 'm glad you love the blouse i bought for you...!!

And now,I can't wait for my Beach getaway to Redang with my bestie.
Soonest.

Goodbye for awhile.

Psst...
I'm off to KL tomorrow morning.
I'm surely gonna be missed by many...
Especially my mommy...
''Mom,pls don't call me crying coz you miss me so much..."
"Ifa,pls be a good girl when i'm not there to remind you to ok..."
"And to my relatives,I'm sorry i couldn't come to Abang Man's wedding this weekend,praying that everything will run smoothly and as planned..."
"Take Care people..."
I'll be back soon and will update you about my trip there alrite...
Praying for a safe journey to and fro... :)

V Day.

Love is in the air.

I see a lot of bouquets,heart-shaped ballooons,gifts,hugs & kisses around me.

I envy the couples.

But i never felt bad about myself not having a soulmate though,

infact,i felt grateful i could spend my V day with my beloved bestie.

We too had a great day filled with Love.

We started off well with a sumptious dinner @ Swensens and headed off with our booked tix to watch P.S I Love You.

We cried throughout the movie.

It moved me so much.

It somehow did hit me coz i am also in the same transition stage just like the wife who lost her husband.

I cried till my Nachos got wet..

It is really so touching...

The last letter the Hubby wrote to her was some kind similar to what Someone have ever said to me.

"Never be afraid to fall in Love again..."

And his wife and me has got the same solution to our problem...

we still keep our loved one close to our heart,work hard in life,get closer to family & frens,go travelling and just hope we could fall in love again...

the only different thing about her story from mine is....her hubby is dead but died while still loving her but as for me,his Love for me just died and now he is gone not from the world but away from my life....

Life is wonderful isn't it...?

We see and learnt a lot from living it....

Happy V Day to everyone.

Loving It.

Its booked.

Yes,we have opt for Pulau Redang for our short trip.

Its gonna be from 29th Mar-1st April.

Arifa & Me is so so looking forward to the vacation.

We really2 hope we could enjoy ourself as much as we could.

It has been a very rocky journey for us for the past months...

and Damn!!

V day is coming!

It sucks ok!

Everywhere we go its all about V day!!

It hurts ok..

all those sweet memories...

and last year was the only year i was celebrating V day with someone really special.

And it is like still so fresh in my mind now...

But whatever it is,

Arifa and me is going on a date that day coz i'm having my off day and i don't want to stay at home and wet my pillow with all the tears..!!

We just need to go out have fun and be proud that we are singles and loving it....!!

And i'm loving my new Digi-Cam!!

Cam-whoring session last night was fun!

I was using it for the first time last night

It was my camera virgin shots lor!!

LOL...

So sick.

It was so bad that i had to take a sick leave from work on Friday...

There goes my night shift $$$...!

Damn!

But i really can't help it...

I had chills and body aches..

I felt very very sick....

I looked so pale....

I went to see the doc..

The doc suggested i have 2 days MC but i told him i just need a day coz i will be having my off day the very next day...

I was advice to take sufficient rest,

covered with antibiotics,

plus some pain reliever and of coz

cough mixture...

And after 3 days of resting....

Thank god that i feel so much better now...

am still coughing though...

but my body was refreshed after days of rest...

i have been sleeping on my bed for the past days....

the meds really make me drowsy...

i love it...

its been so long since i had a long proper sleep....

I just hope i would recover totally soon enough.

Sicky Missing You.

I can't sleep now...
its already 4 am....
my body feels cold but i am perspiring like mad....
I truly know that i am sick...
It has been long since i fell sick...
Its about time i guess...
And you know me...
when i do fall sick,its gonna be quite bad....

I feel so emo now...
I dont know why...
I cried just now....
Is it because i fell sick and thats why i am feeling down or is it just becoz i truly misses him so much...?
I really don't know...
I miss you...i really really do...
and i really meant what i say....
I wish he is beside me now...
His face is so clear in my mind...
his smile,his sepet eyes,his hair....
*tearing*
Aaaarrgghh....i'm not going to put myself in denial again...!

I wanna recover from my flu & fever quickly...

I should be sleeping now coz i'm doing 2 nights straight starting from tomorrow...
Hope i can survive...

*shake leg*
i usually do that when i can't sleep....
it did help sometime...

The Mist.

Please watch this movie!
I rate this 4 out of 5...
It is really a good movie..
Worth the money for those who thinks movie-watching is a waste of money...
I don't watch movie frequently too but bcoz Ifa drag me to watch...I had no choice..
But i don't regret it!
It is really damn good..
I meant...Duh~ it is adapted from a novel by Stephen King...for sure it'll be good..! :)
I was cursing when i watch the first few earlier parts but my anger just changed at the end of it...
I teared ok....
I was really2 touched lor...
So,go and watch quick!!

And oh yes...

Last week we had a reunion with Wani aka Dumblonde...haha!!
Coz she really ave this blonde hair and a blonde atitude lor..!!
So no offence eh wani...
Infact you are always known to be one since our poly days ..!
We headed to Indochine...
I was drag from work ok...
they are all dressed up and i'm like one construction worker lor..!!
Had no choice lor..just go la..
They asked me to try alcoholic drinks,
but
It is always a no-no for me!
I can be having fun and be crazy at times but i know my own limits...
So they had theirs and i had mocktail...
they had two glasses and already showing a drunkard symptoms...
and therefore i had to stop them and then drag them home...
haha!!
*sigh*
actually i was really not in favor with them having to be a bit drunk..coz
if not becoz of that...
it was all a perfect day for us...
well,life is never perfect rite...



And btw...
2 more weeks till i go KL!!
counting down to the day...

That much endurance.

This is funny....