Working Hard.

I know i have been missing in action from blogging for past few days or so...
I'm just too tired to even blog about stuffs...
CICU is very hectic and busy nowadays...
By the time i got home,I only crave for my comfortable sleeping nest...
Sometimes i wonder...."Is my life gonna be like this for long...?"
I need to add more colors to it...
Sometimes i feel tat i just wanna shut myself off from the world...
And seriously, i miss having someone to talk to before i fall asleep every night...
i really miss that..i admit i do feel very lonely but at the same time i could feel the serenity being alone...
And i'm really thankful to everyone that has kept me going...
people like my family,colleagues,cousins and special people who never fail to make me smile...
I'm really blessed to have these people around...

I think i really need some sleep now...

Numb.

Look at what you've done to me...
I'm really feeling numb...
I'm living life as per normal but with all the numbness in my heart...
Once in while like yesterday night,
i was crying out so bad...so bad...that i feel numb...
But i am always determine...
Everyday without fail,i pray to god that i could recover fully and find back the feeling of Love...
And if its gonna take me long....i will wait patiently.

And the dream i had yesterday was scary...
pls make it false...
I don't want...
I'm now happy with my beloved family and frens...
I'm just waiting for my soulmate who will appear at a right time and till the end of time....*smile*
wherever you are,pls tk care of yourself ok....?
haha! I sound crazy....
don't mind me ok..*grins*

Dinner & Dance 2007

Event:KKH Annual Dinner & Dance 2007
Date:20th October 2007
Venue:Swissotel The Stamford
Theme:Back to School

Thumbs up to the MC of the day...! Mr Justin... I swear i've never laugh that much in the whole of my life..! hahahaha!! And thanks to him coz now i am having sore throat...not because of the coke but becuase of his crappy jokes!! hahaha!!
And oh yes...i feel all so young coz i feel like i'm only 12 years old!! haha!! I look so decent nonsense yesterday...! Especially when Jasmine wanted to plait up my hair coz according to her i look like a mad woman if i didn't tie up my hair..haha!! thanks eh Jasmine... cannot blame me mah...i worked morning shift leh..my energy is running out and all i wanted to do was to sleep after work!! But when i reach the hotel room...i feel hyper coz everyone is so enthu!! you guys gerek la!
And oh yes...i think i'm getting more interested with my eye candy la..! Although i already eyed on him for so long...and nobody knows....he was really so hott yesterday nite!!! I mean i could fantasize him with that cute school uniform which he was wearing yesterday!! *fanning myself*..actually i already lost the interest in him coz it has been long since i saw him during lunch time...but yesterday,when i went to the toilet...i bumped into him..he was going back from the gents and i was going to the ladies...and both of us was wearing suspenders!! awww.....so the fated like that eh..?? hahah! He gave me a smirk and i just smiled a bit...hehe! shy la! haha! And before we went home..we bumped again...we were exchanging eye contact with each other...haha! Shhhhh.......this shall be a secret between me and him only hor!!
Niways..the food wasn't fantastic ok..so disappointing...but its okay..the MC saved the night..! hahah!! You're really great la...*grins*
And i'm still very tired...tomorrow have to work still and still have not completed my Hari Raya visiting...!
I'm draining out.....phew!

Resuming work.

I dragged myself to work.
But as I reached my workplace..
I just smiled to myself and say...
My patients sure do need me...

So far work was ok just now...
Have to really work hard after 8 days of leave...
And i really miss taking care of the kids..!!
They just brightens out my day...*grins*

Not too late.

I think i'm not too late to wish all Muslims

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf zahir & Batin

I'm sorry I couldnt find the time to wish earlier due to the never ending house chores that needs to be done before Hari Raya...

And I hope all of you are enjoying yourself with your loved ones.

Cleaning up.

-----------Major clean -ups in progress------------

Leave From Work.

(Photo taken @ Fish&Co @Suntec )
This is how nurses looks like after a hard day at work!

And i finally met up with Arifa!!
My lesbo partner...haha!
It hurts hearing your story Ifa...
But you gotta be strong like me ok??
I know it aint easy,infact it is very diffcult..
But everything happens for a reason...and
there is always a blessing in disguise..
you lost him but you always have me with you ok...?
*hugs*

Hey Hey!
I'm back after so long of working my ass out...!
haha!
And now i proudly announce- I'm having a 1 week leave from work!
haha!
It feels so good to stay in the comfort of my home...Aaaarrgggghh...heaven! *grins*

Finally i went to Geylang last Sat.
It was as what i have expected.
Packed with humans!
I really don like the feeling i tell you..
I'm forced to be there coz i have to get my baju kurung...
If not,I wouldn't be there...
Well at least i got my baju...
My family will be in black and maroon in color for Hari Raya...!

And for this whole week,
I'm going to be a full time housewife!!
Yahooo!
Gonna spring clean my house!
Gotta go do my service as a housewife!!
I'll be back..!
Soonest...