I wonder and wander.

I stayed home for my 2 consecutive off days.

It is not my norm actually.

I just don't feel like going out.

I feel so so tired.

I can really sleep so much-now I know.

I was in my room for most of the time coz' only at night everyone's home...

And during the day..

I was listening to songs and lying down on my comfy bed...

My mind starts to wander/wonder...

I am actually quite lonely...

I miss those time i have someone to call my own...

I miss those time i could talk,complain,laugh and cry with that someone....

I just miss those time...

But i know its all in the past...

And in times when im all alone in my room..

my mind just wanders/wonders.... :)

I am not complaining about anything...

I'm thankful and just as happy as i have always been :)

P.S. I am actually very much disturbed by the phonecalls/sms by irritating guys who doesn't understand what is rest days...hmmph!And plus I really am so sick by you guys...I have tried subtle ways to tell you guys that i'm not interested but still you guys don't understand me...being polite is not working i guess..haiz....this is life... the people who we want most,we couldn't have them,the people who we can't love,will be all around us....*sad*

New eye-candy.

Should I or Shouldn't i ?

I'm eyeing the Canon EOS 500D and Nikon D5000.

LOL.

But My Canon Ixus is already giving me great picture quality.

But But...The EOS 500D and Nikon 5000D is better in so many ways!!

Well...I need to look into my finance part first...

If got extra cash, I might get it.

If not i'm very much happy with my IXUS already.

:)

Short Trip-Booked.

At last my short trip is booked.
After much thoughts.
We decided to go Bangkok.
Second time for me.
Not complaining though coz' we can shop til' we drop! :)

Ryfa is not coming with us.
Therefore its just the 3 of us.
We are all so excited for this short trip.
Coz it will be our first time travelling together!
Haha..
Surely loads of fun yea girls?? :)

We are already planning for our next year's April trip that it will be a BEACH getaway...yeay!
Hopefuly it can happen.

So yea...
Going Bangkok in 2 weeks time...
and then i will get all excited for my December trip!!
:)

Pesta Raya Simfoni Filem Nusantara.

Elder Bro is performing with Orchestra Melayu Singapura.

Since there is Taufik Batisah,

I drag my parents to go watch the concert with the reason of wanting to give Abang Moral Support..! hahaha..!

At last...Dad bought the TIXS from sistic and off we went to the event.

Bro didnt even know we were there til i sms him minutes before the show started.

The event host was hilarious.(Zamberi A Patah & Sani Hussin )

The orchestra sounded perfect..(OMS)

Elfie ismail and Haryani Hasan Bakri's vices was superb...

Fuad Rahman makes me fall for his voice...almost fall for him ley...

Luckily Taufik Batisah save me...I fall even deeper for you bebeh!!

Your Seribu Tahun randition is arrgghh..so so goood!!

And Rossa was drop dead gorgeous... :) I sang along 'Atas Nama Cinta' without any lyrics mistakes ok!

I didn't wait til' the Autograph session with two reasons

One was because the crowd was so overwhelming...

second was because only Taufik was not included in the session...

Grrr...expected lah!

If not..I might faint u know! lol!

As a whole..

Worth my time,effort and money :)

It's getting on me.

Apologies to everyone who has been trying so hard to get me.

I was really busy with work...

I didn't even pay much attention to my hp,sms or emails.

I was practically living in my own world...

Sometimes i just feel so impatient to wait til' next year June...haiz..

I wish i was not bonded...

I really don't want to work at this present place for long..

Not a healthy place to work in...

Bias,cruel assumptions,backstabbers,irritating nag-gers etc.

I really hope i can work in Dubai/Abu Dhabi after i end my bond next June

I really want to....

Plus i just need to be away from Singapore for sometime...

I am sorta upset and disappointed with the people here...

not everyone but some people...

And also coz' i wanna achieve something there...

Something i can be happy and satisfied with...

But i am really thankful that i have my bestfren,close frens,colleagues,cuzzins and beloved family to keep me going...

And especially my beloved parents....

both of them have given me alot of support in every aspect of my life...

I can never describe how much grateful i am...

I may be the most independent child/daughter both of you can ever have...

but i definitely know that both of you loves me so so much as much as you love Abang and Elmi...

I really hope both of you can allow me to go work in Dubai.Insya Allah.

P.S. I realize that as we grow older and as we face new challenges in life,we tend to change our expectations and dreams as we less expected it...I never thought I will be much interested to work overseas 5 years back....its different now.

Looking forward to December.

It has been a tiring and hectic week for me..
Work work and work still...
Working again tomoro morning...haiz...

One thing I am happy about is that:
My december trip is booked!!!
I am so excited about it..!!

Well...about my November trip...
I seriously dont know...
One moment bestie is so enthu about it..
One moment she dont feel like going...
Me and the rest was like so excited about it...
But then,
I lost the excitement already...
kind of disappointed already...
Malas!
Maybe i can use that day off to do something else with the girls...or if not..
I can sleep for 6 days..!!
Such a bummer!

Syurga Cinta.

I couldn't fall asleep...
Switch on my lappy and decided to watch youtube videos.
Then,came across this malay movie called ''Syurga Cinta.''
I fell in Love with the movie...
It touched my heart...
Especially this phrase-

''Kadang-kala Allah menyembunyikan matahari
Dan didatangkan petir dan kilat..
Kita tertanya-tanya dimanakah hilangnya matahari...
Rupa rupanye Allah memberi kita pelangi..''

And Jodoh terbahagi kepada tiga:
-Jodoh dari Syaitan
-Jodoh dari Jin
-Jodoh dari Allah...

Praying each day that I will meet the Jodoh dari Allah...
Amin~

Sick Head.

I'm on sick leave for two days.
Why?
Migraine attack.
Not complaining though coz' i get to rest during the weekend.
Spent my sick leave resting at home for the whole day.
Going to book my year-end vacation tomorrow first thing in the morning and then head off to Wani's place coz' she invited everybody to her house for Hari Raya.
Hopefully I can bump into Emily,Steph,Jeevi and the rest.
I sort of miss the Poly Days... :)
Bestie gonna be there too but probly she is coming with her Boyfie..
See u guys there tomorrow.Insya Allah....