Sad-love moments.

Nenek is critcally ill at NUH's Medical ICU.
For the past week,i have been going to and fro hospital..
Dearest Muhaimin have always been with me tru' bad times...
He picks me up from hospital to home everyday and visited nenek everyday too..
He cried with me even...
I thank god i found him...
And i never fail to pray for nenek's recovery...
Even if its time for her to go,i want her to go peacefully and don't want her to feel any pain...
As a nurse,i maximise usage of my nursing knowledge so as to help be nenek's advocate...
I am the main spokesperson for my nenek coz' i know that i am knowledgeable out of many..
But i still feel helpless when nothing much can be done to help nenek as nenek is very old and has many organ failure...
I took compassionate leave from work coz' i wanna be there for nenek every single day...
I have not been to work for a week and tomorrow i am resuming work...
My mind is still not at ease...
But work is work....
And with all these happening,i can never be thankful enough to have such a supportive partner like my dearest Muhaimin...

I love you like no words can describe...

P.S I love you so much nenek...be strong coz our prayers are always with you..

Back from Hiatus.

Its been awhile since i last blog.
Been quite busy with life-now that i have one more commitment ;)
Things have been going on quite nicely for me...
We fight,we cry,we laugh but we end up loving each other more...
It feels long although we are very new...
Maybe becoz we meet everyday without fail... :)-not complaining though.

I have to adjust to lots of things now that i have you...
it is not an easy transition i must say but i am enjoying every journey of it...
one thing i'm thinking about now is my intention of going Middle East to work...
I know we will suffer if we are separated so faraway from each other...
we will think of a way out to that i hope..
there is few options i could think and it seems that u have no objection to that... :)
But first...
i must start sending CV to them...
you should too :)

And another thing that bothers me is about you and Kak Midah...
you guys just can't seem to get along...
tough one for me...
So weird that both of ya'll not quite like each other even before i get to intro both of u to each other...
hmmm...
well....this is life...problems are bound to be there... :(
gotta face it with an open mind and open heart :)