Thanks to you!

If you don't want to have me in your list of friends,why did you accept my request in the first place??????
Why are you so fickle?
Fine!! If you think i dont deserve to be your friend,then why the hell did you ask me to add you in MSN that time?????
Even though you have make my life so so miserable ever since,I never have had hatred for you,but as time goes by,your actions is somewhat testing my patience..
It is as if you are testing how far is my Love for you!
\Ok fine!! Let me confess to you that Yes!!!I still Love you as much as I always do!!
But if hatred is what you want,i CAN.
Even tho' i still Love you,I dont expect you to come back to me!I know where i stand!
You dont have to run away from me,I know where to take my leave!!

I am so pissed off and disappointed that I have to cry so much for you again !
I hate you.
You really know how to make my life so "blissful''....
Thanks.

He prove me right.

Like i said.
It is just too early.
He proves me right.
He is categorised under the typical group of guys i despise.
Thank god it is still early and I havent fall for him.
I feel like a burden off my shoulder after i decided to stop contacting him anymore.
*Relieved*

Syukur Alhamdulilah.

My 23rd.

Thanks to all my lovelies for making it an enjoyable Birthday memories for me.
Loads of msgs,phonecalls wishing me Happy Birthday...thanks people...though i am expecting it from someone but its okay if he doesnt wish me....i understand.

Anyways my days are fun filled joy and laughter.
Had a relaxing LESBO session with Bestie doing body polish&Scrub plus Bubble bath and then
Went for dinner and party with my ladies in the evening.The very next day went to JB for Karaoke and Seafood and Movie with colleagues and someone new whom i didnt expect to meet at this point of my life...he is such a gentleman but too early to say.We shall see.He is nothing near perfect... imperfections does occur but if he is sincere,its just perfect.I am not near perfection either..but he is the first guy that is volunteering himself to meet up with my Kuku aka Kak Midah and my colleagues.He scored a point for that :)


I can't wait to start my Annual leave.Going JB with bestie and her mom.Going JB again with colleagues.

Officially 23 years old ;)
A year older is a year wiser.

Alone at work.

Met up with my Beloved cuzzies recently.
Had an enjoyable night in JB.
Looking forward to another meet up soon.

Apart from that,


I'm clueless now...
At work now,sleepy,alone in the ward and feeling so so cold..brrr..

Lonely....i am so lonely..i have nobody to call my own.....tsk tsk..
Oh pls turn the clock to 730am pls..i want to go home and sleep!! I'm working again the next morning..damn!

Nothing Else.

Nothing else but working.
I am very tired and my back hurts.
Infact,my whole body is aching.
Do nurses have to be suffering like this..?
Sigh~

Its starting to get even busy-er for me.
Lots of stuffs coming up.
Birthday,Ramadhan and Syawal too.
I don't usually celebrate my Bday but since my colleague have wanted to celebrate it,why not rite.
My girls are planning to party too.But i guess we could party on the 23rd instead? Coz' i will be in JB for the whole day with my colleagues.
Turning 23 is no joke.
Well,I got so many things still needs to be achieved.
And a new boyfren is not one of it. *smile with tongue out*
May god give me the strength,courage,health,wisdom and prosperity to me always.
Hoping for a better year ahead.:)

My one wish for the past 2 years have been the same.It will always be.
Wishing and hoping is the only thing left for it.

Other wishes:
that beautiful body
that beautiful long wavy hair
that beautiful skin


:)

Happy Birthday Sexywani.

My 2nd off day was spent on Wani's Bday.
She turned 22 this year.
Happy 22nd Bday to you babe..
May all your wishes come true and may prosperity,health and happiness be with you always. :)
Hope you like that beautiful Agnes B. HP chain we bought exclusively for you. ;)
And do enjoy that no.1 bestseller cake too.yummy right.? hehe.
The seafood at Newton was good,Karaoke at Cuppage was fun and crazy.
Tho' i was all alone vs the 2 couple wic comprises of Wani&Nas and Yani&James,I'm happy you did enjoy your day.
It is just sad that Bestie Ifa can't join us coz of her tummy ache. :(
Bestie,I was alone ok...hur hur hur...!
I became the third party to both Wani&Nas til 230am ok!
Somehow when i look at the sweet couple,it brings back those memories when i was with Someone coz' at the point when Wani&Nas got hooked up(about 3 years back),I was with Someone and was oh-so-happy.I still remembered we had a couple outing at Swensens and the only couple that wasn't complete was Wani's.She came alone and was sad and depress coz' Nas couldn't make it.Out of all the 5 couple only Wani& Nas lasted til this very day..aww..so sweet!
I think i need a boyfren soon...hahaha!
Oh well...i meant a proper one of coz..not those who comes and go,hurts and breaks...*roll eyes*
But i'm not finding tho'....I want to bump onto him.hahaha!
I'm super sleepy now.Its like 0347hrs ok.
Nite Nite.