Away for awhile.

I'll be off for my Redang getaway tomorrow.

I'll be back soon. Insya Allah.

Happy Birthday Bestie.

Happy Birthday Bestie.

I really hope you had a wonderful time with Me,Wani and two guy frens of yours.

I tried very best to make it a fun and a memorable birthday for you and i hope you like it.

May this year be a better and happier year for you.
Stay in good health and smile always.

I love you darling.

*Birthday Hug n Kisses*

Happenings.

I'm now enjoying my Annual Leave.
Will be on leave for 11 days...
Woots...it is long i know...
5 more days to my Redang getaway.
Counting down to that.
Bestie, I really can't wait for that moment to come la...
And it is just wonderful how i can spent this holiday with you.

Actually,there is quite a number of things that has happened for the past days & during my absence from blogging.
It is happening oh-so-fast...well maybe to all of you...
But to me..it is just at a very nice pace..
I'm thankful to god for everything that has happened and i'm really looking forward to it.
I thought this will never happen.
I sometime feels that this is a miracle.
Ahhhh....I'm so touched by it. *tearing*
As days goes by you all will surely be able to guess what is really happening... :)

Meanwhile,
I wanna prepare for my Redang getaway.

Dreadful Night.

(The Sleepy Heads)

Sigh...
My past night was dreadful...
I was so sleepy i tell you...
Maybe becoz there is no Dr Taufiq i guess..LOL
Oh yes...
my night on Monday was not that sleepy coz Dr Taufiq was on-call.
And with Izzul around we had a lots of fun talking crap in the tea room.
I laughed alot and i burped out loud infront of Dr Taufiq!!
Malunye!!!!!lol...
But its okay,i told him off by saying"Syukur Alhamdulilah...sorry eh Dr...kena biase-biasekan dengar loud burp from me k ...??" haha!!
He just laughed and said ok...
I guess he was shocked...haha!!
For sure i'm striked out from his list of future wife -to -be..!! Hahahaha!!
So that was it.
Oh yes...Izzul asked him along for our Tioman trip in May.So i guess if he is able to come for the trip,he'll probably go crazy with Gremblins.LOL
As for my past night shift...
I was so sleepy seh...
although it was only my 1st night...
so Rachel and I entertain ourself by surfing the net and take turns to sleep coz Rachel has no patient to tk care of.
Shhh...but for sure...we sleep with caution...*fingers on my lips*

I do feel it at times.

Ahmad & I was on our way home in a cab from Changi Airport.

We were talking about relationship and stuffs.

We were like talking about how nice it is being single.

I agree with him but on another point i told him that i do feel it at times.

Especially if the past relationship you had is a very happy one.

You will miss it till you cry i tell you.

And earlier on that day itself when we reach the Airport,

It just brings back all the memories.

Ahmad was like teasing me about the whole memory thingy.

Although i laughed about it but deep in my heart i do feel it.

It just hits the spot.

Everything that happened almost a year ago just flashes tru' my mind.

Those memories is just so beautiful that you don't want to think about it anymore because if I were to think of it,it'll just bring me down.

But now,I can safely say that i have already accepted everything that has happened with an open heart.

Really.

That is the best way for me to be a happier person in overall.

But you can never escape from the feeling of "I do feel it at times..."

It is natural.

Only time could heal it and who knows 5 years later i will say "I don't feel it at all..."

God knows.

Welcome back.

Home sweet home Kak Midah.

Hope you have had good time in Shanghai.

Thanks for the souvenirs.!!

And Gremblins was really dead without you...

So,let's bring Gremblins back alive aite...?? LOL

Cuzzies.

Qaiser Rayyan(Twin 1):Oh-so manje-and-always-want-my-stickmushy-kiss baby.
Qadri Rayyan(Twin 2):Oh- so -cuddly- and -tak- banyak- colok- baby.

Aryan Nur Andika-The Big Bully cum Bulu-mata- pakai-mascara baby.

Meet up with my cuzzies and nephews for Lunch and Coffee.
Miss them oh-so-much!
It has been like ages since i last saw them.
And my all my nephews are growing oh-so-fast!
I cannot stop kissing their chubby cheeks!!
You lil cuties are just so adorable la!
When will I have mine eh..?? hmmm...
Thanks cuzzies for the outing..
We shall meet up again soon alrite..??
By then,I wonder if my nephews can all start to talk baby language to me..
Aaarrgghh...comel-la -sangat!!

It was a reunion.

Alvin (ex-polymate) was admitted in SGH for an operation.

It is like a reunion for us coz i get to meet the girls even though Arifa was working.

It was easy coz Arifa was just a ward away from Alvin's admitting ward.

So,we just popped over at Arifa's ward and drag her along to visit Alvin ilegally. LOL

Felt relieved that Alvin looked so fine.He was happy to see us.It was a really speedy recovery for you huh?You shall be discharged soon i guess.

After that,Arifa had to go back to work leaving the 3 of us not knowing where to go.

Where else...??

Party for the stomach of coz!

We headed Breeks@Marina.

BBuuurrrppp..!!

Then we go window shopping and headed home after our feet were all aching.

We had fun.

All the best Bud.

Wishing you all the very best for your National Service.
CICU now have lost one manly power out of the 3 manly Nurses. :(
Tk good care of yourself ok.
We all know you're a survivor la!
I'm surely gonna miss you coz i got no more After-work-Seafood-Makaning kaki and a company to go home with...hur hur hur!
Come back two years later ok.
Way to go Gremblin Sepet!! LOL

Love my Night Duty.

My night shift on Thursday was hectic.
Patient was not doing good.
But having Dr Taufiq on call that night just enlightens me.
Yea,he did nothing so significant but his presence just perks me up.
And that was his last day in ICU i think.
After this,I won't be seeing him around as often as i did for the past month.
Can say that among all the Malay SNs around,I'm the only one who never dare to talk or chat with him.(Shy la...)
I was assigned to the Isolation room.
I drawed the curtains and did my routine suctioning and all.
Then he came in with oh-so-takleh-tahan smile...

Dr Taufiq:Hello..
Me:Hey hi...
Dr Taufiq:So mcmane semalam..??dapat tido tak?cukup tido?
(Inside my heart i was wondering...eh mcm sindir je..mentang2la last night he sang and melted my heart but that doesn't mean i cannot sleep lor infact i slept well and had sweeeet dreams :)LOL ).
Me:Hmm...okla but tak cukup ar...
Dr Taufiq:Why eh..? Kan niari you're on nihgt shift?can wake up late wat...
Me: Alah..I'm not used to wake up so late la...
Dr Taufiq: (smiles and giggles to himself..)
Then the irritating Registrar came in and kacau daun!
And this Reg. just make my night so busy lor!!Thanks eh Dr A....

And oh yes...
I must tell you this....
Dr Taufiq is really really willy willy so adorable when he is sleepy...
He is super blur lor...And his eyes is oh-so-sexay....
*melting again*

At 4am in the morning he came into my room and did his morning report...
He have this just-got-out-of-bed look and was standing and doing stretching ups and scratching his chest while listening to what the registrar is saying with his sleepy look...
OMG....i go weak in my knees i tell you...heh

And then its time for me to go home...
I said bye to him and he replied so sweetly with the manje voice....
*fanning myself*

More nights with Dr Taufiq around can...??? :)

And
Wishing that my nenek could get well soon.
I'm sorry Gremblins i couldn't join you guys at the chalet coz i have to be in AH to pay a visit to my nenek.
Hope you guys enjoy yourself ok.

Karaoke Session.

I had fun Gremblins.
Thanks for always making me smile.
We started the day by watching a movie (10 000 b.c) @ Orchard Cineleisure.
My review for it is going to be 6 out of 10.
I just like the actors and actress. So pweety and good-looking!
Apart from that i'm just trying my best to be awake as i only had 3 hours of sleep post night shift.

Headed to Ayam Penyet Ria.

Chandran gave us a treat!
Thanks Chandran.
We owe you one.

And

jeng jeng jeng...!
The highlight of the day is the Karaoke Session @ Cash Studio.
I didn't know my colleagues could sing so well! Haha! I didn't dare to sing in the first place but after much persuasion and forces...haha!! I did sing!
Guess what??
I sang duet with Dr Taufiq!!!
My oh-for-SO-long-eye-candy!!
Yes,thanks to my colleagues friendliness la that we got him to join us for the karaoke session.
Dr Taufiq melted my heart with his oh-so-manje-mendayu-dayu-voice!
Even my guys frens melted ok!
So you couldn't blame me if I was really on cloud nine hearing his voice...
I sang the'' My Heart '' song with him..(so romantic kan!)

But so torturing also coz my rapid heart beat hinders me from being able to sing out well...

But still..my colleagues says we could harmonise well..
Aww......
Look at my pic and you should know how amazed i was by Dr Taufiq's voice...
I felt feverish on that instance...LOL
And thanks to everyone for trying your very best to kena2 kan me with Him...
I still think he shall just remain as my eye candy though..
He is too perfect for me I think.LOL
But i had fun la guys.
Can i have more of such outings Gremblins...??
OK ok it would be better if it is inclusive of Dr Gremblin eh..??*cheeky smile*
But whatever it is i still love being with the Gremblins even without the Dr.
Gremblins rock my sock la...!